Chuckie Akenz: You were my everything

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize that at the time
I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you, so
I don't really expect you to either
Its just, I don't even know, just listen
Your the one that I want
The one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When i first saw you
I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn't me
Let me show you the way
I look for the sun but its raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like, I was there heaven in the sky
I wore a disguise
Cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
And you pushed me away
Like you never even knew me
I love you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot all the times that we shared
When i would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you
I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you
Like no one else can know you
Your number one
Always in my heart
And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
you were my everything and
I really miss you
I know you gonna sit,
And play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh that you holding his hand
The thought of that, just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
All the time we was off I was scared to show you
Now I want to hold you until I cant hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it I'm insane, take away the pain,
Take away the hurt, baby we can make it work
What about when u looked into my eyes
Told me you love me
As u would hug me
I guess everything u said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see it clearly, my love is not blind
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you
I just wish everything could of turned out different
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
And you would understand but
No matter what u would always be in my heart,
And you will always be my baby.
Our first day it seemed so magical
I remember all the times that i had with you
Remember when you first came to my house
You look like a angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off
I knew it was real
But now I cant take all the pain that i feel
Reach in your heart
I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear, that you no longer care
remember the times, remember when we kissed
I didn't think you would do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depress
I thought you'd be there for me this I confess
You said you was my best friend
Was that a lie
Now I'm nothing to you
Your with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now in the inside it feels like I'm dying
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether if your with me or without me
I just want you to be happy