Amber Mark: One

Goddamn this pressure is having me feeling frustrated
And all this bad weather following me like we're dating
Trying to be what they dream, what they fantasize
And still be me, me, myself at the same fucking time

And man it's never been like this, I'm feeling so faded
And not in the good way that you get from drinking Jamie
Trying to see where life leads, what the future lies
Anxiety, all of me keeping me up at night

It's already rough dealing with this stuff
Don't know if I'll move up, am I good enough?
One step at a time
Yeah

I've got to lighten up, stop being so tough
But will I make it up the way I dreamt of?
Will I ever find it?
Yeah, yeah, yeah

What you seek, you will find when you look inside
All these things on your mind just a waste of time

And I don't know if I'll ever succeed
I just want you proud of me up above

What you seek, you will find when you look inside
All these things on your mind just a waste of time

One thing I promise I'll make you happy
Don't forget that I will never give up

Shit it's been a week, only felt like a one day
Trying to get some sleep, time itself keeps on warping
You and me just ain't working right
Just like that, what a thing is to realize

Never call em' back
Pretty whack, that's my forté
Trying to get the stack
Platinum racks but the right way
All my love working overtime
And for what?, just feel like I done missed my prime

It's already rough dealing with this stuff
Don't know if I'll move up, am I good enough?
One step at a time
(One step at a time)

I've got to lighten up, stop being so tough
But will I make it up the way I dreamt of?
Will I ever find it?
(Will I ever find it)

What you seek, you will find when you look inside
All these things on your mind just a waste of time

And I don't know if I'll ever succeed
I just want you proud of me up above

What you seek, you will find when you look inside
All these things on your mind just a waste of time

One thing I promise I'll make you happy
Don't forget that I will never give up

And I don't know if I'll ever succeed
I just want you proud of me up above

One thing I promise I'll make you happy
Don't forget that I will never give up