Cauterize: something beautiful

Faded away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day night falls
And the search begins for something
Something better than this
Scream or a cry, the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down
To watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin', I'm pleadin'
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin' after you, I'm runnin' after you
Helpless 'cuz my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater all alone in the front row
To watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry, the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around when it all comes down
To watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me, so you just can't stick around
To hear me pleadin', I'm pleadin'
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin' after you I'm runnin' after you
What happened to the things
That we used to do?
You said it's all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without goodbye
And now I'm wonderin' why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me, so you just can't stick around
To hear me pleadin', I'm pleadin'
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin' after you I'm runnin' after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead