Conan Gray: Killing Me

It's 2 a.m.
Hear the cellular ringin'
Got the curious feeling you're fiendin'
For love, but the thing is
We haven't spoken for weeks
I love you bad
That's the problem occurrin'
Better love I deserve, and I'm hurtin'
But sadly, I worship
Every moment we meet

So you take and you take ‘cause you know you can
And I chase as you're chasin' another man
Try to break, see your face and I know that I can't

Oh
You're killing me
You're not makin' it easy
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin'
And lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are
You're killing me
I just want you to free me
And though I am cryin' and bleedin'
And barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I take your call
You say, “What's the matter?”
Then you lie to me faster and faster
You're such a good actor
I hear your car in the driveway

Now you're tossin' a rock at my windowpane
Said, “I don't wanna talk, just go away”
But you claw at the locks ‘til I let you invade

Oh
You're killing me
You're not makin' it easy
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin'
And lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are
You're killing me
I just want you to free me
And though I am cryin' and bleedin'
And barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I wanna die but you keep me alive
You're killing me
You're killing me
I wanna die but you keep me alive
You're killing me
You're killing me
I wanna die but you keep me alive
You're killing me
You're killing me
Fight to survive, oh, love of my life
You're killing me

Oh
You're killing me
You're not makin' it easy
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin'
And lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are
You're killing me
I just want you to free me
And though I am cryin' and bleedin'
And barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I wanna die but you keep me alive
You're killing me
You're killing me
I wanna die but you keep me alive
No, I can't let go of your heart
You're killing me