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What will I do(baby)Now that your gone, your gone
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>>>What will I do(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone
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>>>Thoughts of the pasts seems just like yesterday,
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>>>U came into my life and quickly stole my heart away,
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>>>But those were days of things that coulda been,
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>>>Shoulda been, but I couldn't stop it, things just happenin,
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>>>I prayed for things to work out but they went unheard,
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>>>Could never actually tell u how I felt, couldn't put feelings into
>>>words,
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>>>But I try not to think about those days, forget about tha past,
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>>>But those days were so good, I wish everyday that they had last,
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>>>Took something from me that day that was so precious,
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>>>My best friend, felt like I died mentally not bein fictitious,
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>>>You were my heart, my soul, and since ur gone ive lost my mind,
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>>>In a mental and heart battle, have my soul and thoughts in a bind,
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>>>It don't seem right that your gone, especially since I love you,
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>>>Since your gone I don't know what to do, my actions leave clues,
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>>>I cant tell you the things u need to hear, but now I have no fear,
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>>>My grandma told me that, but my heart aches' eyes filled with
>>>tears
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>>>What will I dobabyNow that your gone, your gone
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>>>What will I do(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone
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>>>Doing this right now hurts my heart by putting this in text,
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>>>My 1 true love? Ill find out one day, hopefully not in this
>>>context,
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>>>But im'a try to stay strong and hope that the lord'll keep me,
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>>>He took u away from me, but whatever will be has to be,
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>>>If he see's fit for you not to be with me he must have greater
>>>plans,
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>>>I cant see that right now at tha moment, but im'a try to be a good
>>>man,
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>>>Im'a try to embrace the moment, keep my mind on happier visions,
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>>>Grab a pen and paper, verbalize my feelings now is my only
>>>mission,
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>>>Wish I had did this earlier in my life, but ive learned from my
>>>wrongs,
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>>>So now in text I state my feelings, get audio equipment, put it in
>>>song,
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>>>For a while I didn't believe id survive, almost died because of
>>>the loss,
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>>>But my strong spirit kept me alive, not going to give up at any
>>>cost,
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>>>Ima try to stay away from the alcohol, but it kept me alive while
>>>depressed,
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>>>But ima clean up my whole act, went to church and burdens I
>>>confessed,
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>>>Even though young read the bible, and try to understand the lords
>>>ways,
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>>>But in my mind and heart ill never forget, those unbelievable but
>>>gone days
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>>>What will I dobabyNow that your gone, your gone
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>>>What will I do(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone
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>>>I didn't think id actually get this done, my will not strong
>>>enough to do this,
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>>>But I have a feeling the lord is giving me strength, still not
>>>sure what the purpose is,
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>>>With every sentence I spit I feel a bit stronger, think I can hold
>>>out, survive a lil longer,
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>>>Thoughts of you always linger in my mind, but someday I might
>>>forget about her,
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>>>Hopefully not though, because im trying to learn off the things
>>>that happen,
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>>>I swear to god I wont let my mind get the best of me, gang
>>>violence, guns and cappen,
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>>>My mind is literally drained, but I still manage to go on forever
>>>continuously,
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>>>Happy thoughts setting in, but sad lingering dividing me into
>>>simultaneously,
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>>>Possibly becoming schizophrenic slowly, but dammit Im convinced
>>>ima make it,
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>>>People constantly on my case but I press on, my life so hard that
>>>the devil couldn't take it,
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>>>As I said ive been hurt badly by this, grit teeth, hands bleed
>>>from tightly clamped fists,
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>>>I cant take it no more that's all it is, suicide? No soul suicide
>>>steadily consists
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>>>What will I dobabyNow that your gone, your gone
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>>>What will I do(baby)Now that your gone(gone) your gone