Emo Side Project: Letters Between Lovers

Dear Lover,
I'm sorry to do it like this but, we're through.
I'm sick of you, I can't stand you anymore.
I can't stand your half assed fake smile.
I can't stand you pressing your body against mine.
I can't stand the taste of your lips.
I can't stand hearing you say "I love you"
And I can't stand myself saying it.
I can't stand the sound of your voice.
I don't even know how we made it this far, because
truthfully, if I was to go back in time
I never would have even been with you in the first place.
All the nights I wasted on you, were worthless.
You should know now, that you, you're worthless.
You're nothing but a stupid boy, who only thinks about himself.
Who makes stupid promises that he doesn't keep....
Stupid lies that are built to make you feel good,
and they do but only for the split second until you
find out they were lies and he only did it to make himself feel good.
You know it's too good to be true.
You know loves too good to be true.
I hope you burn in hell.

Dear Honey,
I am so sorry. You know, you KNOW that.
You know how i'm sorry you just wont let yourself admit it.
I never meant anything I did to hurt you. None of it...
No one is perfect, especially me. But I know you are.
I know you are, you're perfect...
I know you can't stand me babe, but right now
I can't stand myself either and i'll never forgive myself,
so I don't expect you too. But I'm gonna ask....
But if I was to back in time, I would have never made that
stupid mistake that I made. I never would have kissed her.
I am just a stupid boy, but I am a stupid boy you once loved.
You once hugged and kissed and held so close....
I never would have made you feel like you were just a toy.
Because sweetie, you are everything in the world to me.
You are everything to me honey, every single thing.
I can't lose you, please. Please I'm begging you
I'm begging you honey, please take me back.
I'm just so sorry, I can't lose you..