Oblivion: Coast

A week ago, covered up in comic books and crying on your bed, yeah, I don't know, looking back sometimes, I wish I didn't leave you standing there, but someday, I'll turn around, and stop living this lie, but what I want, and what I have, are different things and it makes it want to travel to it. Here we go, doctored up on dramamine, I try hard to keep my composure. Is that so? You try to reveal to me the truth that I don't want to see, so I treated you, like they treated me, and that's not very nice, to help me out, and in return, to leave me stranded, it makes me want to travel to it. And I see you with you weak smile, telling me you'll be alright, but hey, we know the truth is otherwise, and it makes me want to travel to the coast. A story grows. Dreamt, ill-fated fantasies become a cold reality and the truth is told, sliding down the icy street, the nearest person miles from me, as things you attend to take up all your sweet time. You estimate my pain intake, just 'cos I can handle it does not mean that I do not feel it. Good friends, bad friends, good snails, clowns, and crickets, peeling out on the chest, tire marks and implications of a high octane spinout. At best, the patience of a saint is an understatement, and it won't mean a thing when you're accused of playing favorites. And now, here's Mr. Reliable, outside waiting for a train for a friend at midnight and it's pouring in the rain in corduroy and I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. For nothing. For nothing. I'm waiting. For nothing. I'm waiting. For nothing. I'm waiting. For nothing. For nothing. For nothing. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. A week ago, covered up in memories and overdosed on my nostalgia. I don't know, looking back sometimes I wish I would've left you standing there, but it's too late, for 'see ya's', and hate the morning shine. But something is out there, a warm breath in cold skies, and I see you with your weak smile, telling me you'll be alright, but we know the truth is otherwise, I packed my bags and now I'm going to travel to the coast.