Rise Against: Rumors of my demise

Please don't ask me howI ended up at my wits end and breaking downpages torn from books we never readbecause we're plugged into this griddon't pull this plug right now or then we'd really have to livewhen i die will they remember not what i did but what i haven't done?it's not the end that i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to deathwhen we build these dreams on sandhow they all slip through our handsthis might be our only chancelet's take this one day at a timei'll hold your hand if you hold minethe time that we kill keeps us aliveyour words won't save me nowi'm at the edge feeling the sweat drip from my browget a grip on yourself is what they sayevery hour every dayhands over my ears, i've been screaming all these yearswhen i die will they remember not what i did but what i haven't done?it's not the end that i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to deathwhen we build these dreams on sandhow they all slip through our handsthis might be our only chancelet's take this one day at a timei'll hold your hand if you hold minethe time that we kill keeps us alivewe came in search of answerswe left empty handed againshots fired into the sky are now returningwhere the fuck will you hide?hiding from the laughter in the closet of our livesbut the door hinges are squeaking letting in thin shards of lightand now a hand's extending outward, quiet comfort they invitedo we dare take what they offer, do we step into the light?when i die will they remember not what i did but what i haven't done?it's not the end i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to deathwhen we build these dreams on sandhow they all slip through our handsthis might be our only chancelet's take this one day at a timei'll hold your hand if you hold minethe time that we kill keeps us alive