SHeDAISY: Whose Life Am I In

I've counted every single raisin in my cereal bowl
and every divet in the ceiling
how many half slices of toast will make how many whole?
and how do I escape this feeling?

some say that I can be just as hard as a rock
but I can be oh so much bolder
I'll look you in the eye and I'll take you by surprise
and I'll eat this chip off my shoulder

I'm so bored I could cry
and I'm so happy I could die
do I really wanna learn to fly?

feel like an android
living in a Polaroid
just another reject
who gets a little seasick
whose life am I in?
feels like deja vu
don't know how or what to do
I point my finger to the sky
finally ask the question why
whose life am I in?
whose life am I in?

now the answer to this question is there really isn't one
cause life is positively indecisive
it takes a lotta work having this much fun
sifting through this beautiful crisis

I'm so bored I could cry
and I'm so happy I could die
do I really wanna learn to fly?

feel like an android
living in a Polaroid
just another reject
who gets a little seasick
whose life am I in?
feels like deja vu
don't know how or what to do
I point my finger to the sky
finally ask the question why
whose life am I in?
whose life am I in?
whose life am I in?

I'm so bored I could cry
and I'm so happy I could die
do I really wanna learn to fly?

feel like an android
living in a Polaroid
just another reject
who gets a little seasick
whose life am I in?
feels like deja vu
don't know how or what to do
I point my finger to the sky
finally ask the question why
whose life am I in?

could this be my twist of fate?
a dollar short of living late
could this all be just a dream?
or something more than in between
rebound runaround back in the playground
all-night never right let's go fly a kite
whose life am I in?
let's go let's go
whose life am I in?

and it takes a lotta work having this much fun
and how do I escape this feeling?