Shystie: Arms Open Wide

[Verse 1:]
Everydays the same
Can't get out of bed
Crazy thoughts are rushin through ma head
Except I'd never take my life
But I have them nights where I'm lyin
Fuck it, let me sniff away my life of lines.
So I sit and cry dealin with my problems
Which has to do with the gun crimes in totthnam
Then a sit in zone then I feel a bit alone
On my jack jones,
Tryna find a way out of this hole.
No one knows how I feel how I feel being down the side
Many nights I've cried
Nobody around me to confide in.
And no one can relate to what I'm fighting
It's bigger than the drug related problem that I'm hiding.
[Bridge:]
So I looked inside, someone replied,
' your not a kid no more, kiss you kidulthood goodbye '
So I did and cried and when I opened up my eyes,
Adulthood was waiting for me arms open wide.
[Chorus:]
Now you wait for days
Thinking what could be? !
Adulthood creeps up so quickly
The city takes you in it's open arms and
Grows you.
[Verse 2:]
So I'm sitting on this chair, battling myself.
Phone to my ear but it goes to voicemail.
Lips start to quiver, my face says hell
As my eyes turn livid and begin to swell.
I leave a little message,
Kind of spillin out my guts.
But I want it to come across
Like I don't give a fuck
But it's such a great life
And I do it on the slight
Where I end it like call me if you want? k, bye.
Practice sittin on ma jack jones
Lighten up a cigarette as tears start to flow. coke on the table like no
Kick it over,
Thinking is this how my lifes supposed to go?
[Bridge:]
So I looked inside, someone replied,
' your not a kid no more, kiss you kidulthood goodbye '
So I did and cried and when I opened up my eyes,
Adulthood was waiting for me arms open wide.
[Chorus:]
Now you wait for days
Thinking what could be? !
Adulthood creeps up so quickly
The city takes you in it's open arms and
Grows you.
[Verse 3:]
So what's it gonna take for me
To turn my life around
Take my finger out my arse and
Finally sort it out .
I just need someone to help me up
When I feel down.
And help me when I'm on my knees
And lift me of the ground (ground)
I'm just lookin for way out
To the point I'm never lookin back and say nowt.
No longer wishin I could
Trade places for a day out
, in another mans shoes cause I hate my life,
Day out.
So it's now or never, give me up and go get her
It's better to better me than bein like whatever
I hate to admit it, I can be like this forever.
Man I really wanna change, it's time to get my life together.
[Bridge:]
So I looked inside, someone replied,
' your not a kid no more, kiss you kidulthood goodbye '
So I did and cried and when I opened up my eyes,
Adulthood was waiting for me arms open wide.
[Chorus:]
Now you wait for days
Thinking what could be? !
Adulthood creeps up so quickly
The city takes you in it's open arms and
Grows you.