Conan Gray - Do I Dare

They say a clean cut heals the quickest
December to May was spick and spotless
But when some cynical thing happens to me
You're still the very first name I'd like to reach to tell
'Cause only you'd find it funny

Do I dare? Do I dare? Do I dare
Repair? Do I dare? Do I dare
Reach out and ask you how you've been?
Do I dare? Do I dare? Do I dare?

I saw a wren fly at a window
And if I befriend you, will I crash in magnificent blur?
Fall to the curb, rotting alone like when you left me first?
It took a year to repair what I lost
Might take another if I call

Do I dare? Do I dare? Do I dare
Repair? Do I dare? Do I dare
Reach out and ask you how you've been?
Do I dare? Do I dare? Do I dare?

Do you hope to hear from me? (Every day, every day)
Holding back the words that we (Never say, never say)
So do I wait by the phone every day, lonely?

Or do I dare? Do I dare? Do I dare
Repair? Do I dare? Do I dare
Reach out and ask you how you've been?
Do I dare? Do I dare? Do I dare?