Gracie Abrams - Hit the Wall

I'm a crack in the pavement, I'm a slip knot
I'm afraid that my fortress is a glass box
I should know what I'm playing, but I forgot
Felt good for a day, but that stopped
And I once saw it clearly, but it's bloodshot
And I want you so badly, but I close off
Like I thought we'd get married, but I guess not
Now you can watch me hit the wall

Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighing the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

I try to be violent, but I get cought
A room full of doctors and an inkblot
I'm drawn into headlights, have blind spot
Pull over and wait for too long
I want to be stable, but I do cave
I used when I'm able, I downgrade
I barely deserve it if you do stay
I wish you would anyway

But I hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighing the cost impossible
I hit the wall,I hit the wall

"A Case Of You" playing in the hallway
Hallucinations that I downplay
I'm numb 'till I'm aching for the sharp pain
Watch my blade ricochet

Time
Funny ain't it?
Flashbacks of my life
What a waste of, what a shame
At night
Face to face with every girl
That I tried to play

Sooner or later, you'll find out
I live in a pattern of breakdowns
You'll bend to my silence, it's so loud
And then you'll lose me to the crowd

Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Hit the wall, I just, oh
I just, now