Token: Thank God

I got one life to live, I said "Baby, let's get high"
I don't really remember too much but what I remember was puttin' [?]
Yeah, yeah

I got one life to live, I said "Baby, let's get high"
Six-thousand square feet, it's time to treat them like they're mine
Phinny rolled the wood up, put my foot up and reclined
With my baby that I almost broke up with out of pride
(Yeah, I remember that day like-) I do a lot because of pride
Wholesome parties gotta be the most twisted one inside
It's been a fucked up year, I spent half on getting high
Guess the more I learn about myself the more I want to hide
But, my sister finally clean, thank God
Momma beat cancer, thank God
Dad's just had a heart attack, and big man survived
I gotta remember, thank God
(T, finish everything) I said don't eat enough
I just told my homie 'bout it but I kept it brief enough
Four hours at the gym, workers think I'm getting buff
Everybody at the crib know I'm the least healthy one
Don't gas me, I'm the one
Hoes had me on a run, throat raspy off a blunt
"Token, why the wait?" No caffeine in the cup
Gotta put my brakes up, coke addict in my blood
But, I'm getting wise, thank God
I don't do lines, thank God
My ex moved on and that shit affect my pride
But I feel fine, thank God (I was thinkin' 'bout that day)
I wanna be a gentleman but I don't got a man and sketch
I don't got a grandpa left
And I love my dad a lot but he ain't teach me nothing yet
Teacher touched him as a kid, he won't even have sex
Thank God I'm alright
I was thirteen when an older homie touched me
I thought if I said it out loud
It'd make it seem more real than it is now to me
I'm not gay, if I was gay, I would be proud to be
Life is funny tho', I won't even talk to dude
But he got a younger sister that my girlfriend used to fuck with too
Small world, lotta secrets in that bitch
Never talked to God, but I feel like he speaking on this bitch
Knew he hit a lot of muscle and the demons
And I think life is all about balance
Pink-pink-pink-pink, thank God
Woo

I don't know, I think you think too much
Everyone has been on both sides
Some people just need to... put in more effort to find the balance