NRG: Antonio (a Letter Sent To Heaven)

Hello, This is Hwansung (Antonio).
Because it's been so hot lately it's hard to study isn't it?
Following today I really really want to see the ocean.
I haven't seen the ocean very much in my life,
however every time I go and everytime I see it, it's just a feeling,
but I think it's really god.
I don't envy the people who live by the ocean very much,
Because its so close, you can't feel the specialness of it,
because you see the ocean everyday.
No matter how special it is, if its close you can't
feel the specialness very well.
Everyone, look around you one time.
And today, how does saying, "I love you" to the people that
you love the most, sound?
At that very moment I could sense that we were seperating.
At this moment with tears I cannot cope with,
I'm letting you go within these past 2 hours.
I wasn't ready to let you go and to me
Your sunny smiling apperance was cute and funny.
But starting now there's a sadness I cannot see.
That's everyone's pain. The past happy joy.
Now your white face that I can't see and
Now your white fingers that I can't see
are left in a single flower nestled with spirit.
(Right now you're by my side)
For you I'm going to protect the dreams that we cherished.
Do you still not know? That we're by your side?
I can't touch you, but we can feel you.
Now I won't cry. Even in the next world,
You have to be happy, Antonio.
Don't be lonley, don't even be sad. With the sky inbetween us,
we're living seperately but I know that we're breathing
the same air. So I'm not going to be sad anymore.
Because even though we can't see you, you're always by our side.
Now your sunny smile that I can't see again and although
your clear eyes are sleeping comfortablely In the clouds
(you have to wake up again)
For you I'm going to protect the dreams that we cherished.
For you I'm going to protect the dreams taht we cherished.
Even if we've seperated we can meet.
Now I won't cry. Even in the next world,
You have to be happy, Antonio.