Chamillionaire: It's just pain

[Chorus]I tried to call up God and complainBut then he said why you callin my nameIt's Just Pain, Pain-It's Just Pain, PainIt's Just Pain, and it's apart of the gameI tried to call up God's nameThen he said all you do is complainIt's Just Pain, Pain-It's Just Pain, PainIt's Just Pain, and it's apart of the game[Verse]The industry is a robber, my mental be really botheredNot talkin to any callers, escape the clutch as a povert-tyClose to my Momma, ain't really close to my FatherThe more I became a baller, the more I seen him get FatheredCause I don't trust you enough to let you inside of my mindAnd even if I let you in, couldn't handle what you would findI done been through serious times, and don't care if you think I'm lyinI was grown at the age of nine, wanted to get you out of a bindI spent my savings to save you, tryna get you up out of jailHad to sign that little paper, promisin you wouldn't jump ya bailBut then what you do, jump ya bail-they want you, and want me as wellThen the day it happened to me, yeah I hated it-it was hellAnd you had to know that I hate it, I hate it-I'm irritatedIt's loud and it's getting crowded, my space is gettin invadedNo nachos but it was some vatos who said they don't speak no EnglishI'm telling e'm make some room, and they lookin like "what you mean"And it ain't no such thing as team, when the janitor wanna take ya spotYou the one that's on the bench watchin I'm the one who's takin the shotAnd I seen the hate on ya face, the moment you seen it dropEven people that's really close try to take ya down from the topWhat about that little fan, tried to say that I had a babyA baby, I ain't even met her so it ain't even a maybePlus her skin is caucausian-she tryin to reach me dailyA groupie, won't be a lady-she's obviously tryin to play meIt's obvious she was crazy-only thing she could doIs go find a stupid rich rapper that's out there that she could screwAnd now she feelin so stupid, and it shows what I said was trueIf I plan to go sleep with a white girl, then I wouldn't go sleep with youSo I keep sayin his name, and he say I say it in vainHe say the only time I call is when it's some painTried to mess with my little sis and I threw some salt in ya gameCause I knew you was old enough to be one of our parents mayneBut a shame on you, a shame-you the only person to blameWhen a twenty five person gang, tried to jump me and take my chainI was the only person not wet, by the punches thrown in the rainAnd I couldn't hold any grudges, I said I forgive you mayneIt's true that he had a temper, my Father wasn't bein gentleAt night I would wake up to knockin, my Momma tryna get in the windowTurn on the TV, tryna act like I'm tryna play the NintendoThe house done burned down forever and no longer sentimentalThey livin and lovin life till his girl done fell off that bikeAnd he happened to still survive but his future don't look as brightI admit that I got mad at ya and wish we both could fightWhen I knock on them Pearly Gates, just don't tell me to take a hike