Eminem: Darkness

I don’t wanna be alone
I don’t wanna be
I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness
I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness
I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness anymore

here I am , alone again
can’t get out of this hole I’m in
it’s like the walls are closin’ in
you can feel these curtains closin’
I got to open ‘em
but something pulls ;em closed again
(hello darkness, my old friend)

feels like I am loathing in Las Vegas
haven’t got the vaguest
why I am so lost?
but I’d make you this small wager
if I bet you
I’ll be in tomorrow’s paper
who would the odds favor?
I am so much like my father

you would think that I knew him
I keep pacin’ this room valium
then chase it whit booze
one little taste it’ll do
maybe I’ll take and snooze
then tear up ye sage in a few

fuck the colt 45
I’ma need somethin’ stronger
if I pop any cops
it better be off of vodka
rounder after round after round
I am getting loadd
that’s a lot of shots, huh?

I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness
I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness anymore

now, I’m starin’ at the room service
menu off a benzo
I can hear the music continue to crescendo
I can see the whole fuckin’ venue from my window
that’s when you know you’re schhizo

cause I keep peakin’ out the curtain form the hotel
the music is so loud. but it’s almost as though
I don’t hear no sound
I should get ready for the show now
wait, is this the whole crowd?
I thought this shit was sold out
but it’s only te opening act
it’s early, don’t overreact

then something told ne “relax
and just hope for the show to be packed
don’t wanna hit the stage before they fill each row to the max
‘cause that’d be totally wacked
you can’t murder a show nobody’ at
but whayt if nobody shows
panic mode about to snap and go motherfuckin’ wacko at any second
about to cancel the show
just as a fans blow rush the entrance

pan is a go to wreck shit
cameras in all directions
the press is about to go ape shit bananas on all the networks
commando whit extra clips
I got ammo for all the hecklers
I am armed to the teeth, another valium
fall off the bed
hit the ground and crawl to the dresser
alcohol on my breath as I reach for the scope
io am blackin’ out
I am all out of meds whit them benzodiazepines gone
now it’s just magazines sprawled out on yhe floor
fuck the media
I am goin’ all out
this is war!
(hello darkness, my old friend)

and I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness
I don’t wanna be alone
I don’t wanna be alone
in the alene
in the darkness anymore

people starts to show up
time to start the show up
it’s 10:05 PM and the curtain starts to go up
and I am already sweatin’ but I am locked and loaded
for rapid fore spittin’ for all the correct goers
scopes foe sniper version
surprise from out of nowhere
as I silide the clip In from inside the hotel
leanin’ out the window, going Kaiser Sosay
finger on the trigger but I am a licensed owner
whit no prior convictions
so loss the sky’s the limit so
my supplies infinite
strapped like I am soldier

got ‘em hoping over walls and climbing fences
some of them John Trvolta, staying alive by inhce
cops are knockin’ , fuck
though I blocked the entrance
guess show time is over no cuicide note
just a note for target distance

but if you’d like to know the reason why I didn this
you’ll never find a motive
truth is I have no idea
I am just as stumped
no signs of mental illness
just tryin’ to showy the reason why we’re so fucked
‘cause by the time it’s over
won’t make the slightest difference

and I don’t wanna be alone
in the darkness
I don’t wanna be alone
I don’t wanna be alone
in the alene
in the darkness anymore