Mel C: Better alone

I understand your point of view letting me go But I thought you had more faith Everything I've done for you You made the mistakes and now you throw this in my face And I have worked so hard for you all of this time and you cast me aside I understand your point of view But I can't seem to get my head around All the things that I feel good about always seem to disappear And every time I think I've got this all worked out Something chews me up and spits me out But there's nothing left to fear I'm better alone my dear You couldn't pick a better time to give me the news Why don't you kick me when I'm down? I'd always believed in you Defended your name but you have not been true I gave you so much of my life I've compromised and you tell me goodbye You couldn't pick a better time And I can't seem to get my head around All the things that I feel good about always seem to disappear And every time I think I've got this all worked out Something chews me up and spits me out But there's nothing left to fear I'm better alone my dear I know I really should thank you for setting me free It's really amazing the changes I'm starting to feel It's not gonna be long till I'm fit and strong Deliverance helped me heal still I wonder if you ever wish you still had me Will I ever get my head around All the things that I feel good about that always seem to disappear When every time I think I've got this all worked out Something chews me up and spits me out But there's nothing left to fear No No No I can't seem to get my head around All the things that I feel good about that always seem to disappear No No And every time I think I've got this figured out Something screws me up and drags me down But there's nothing left to fear I'm better alone my dear