Mel C - Beautiful intentions

I couldn't help but open my big mouth As I stumbled into you the words fell out Well you asked me the question and I just couldn't lie But why did you bother when you knew what you'd find No no no I didn't mean to leave you standing in the dark So blind that I can't decide if you knew that I harboured Beautiful intentions for you So cruel that I never knew truly If you harboured beautiful intentions for me When they give you your identity Tell me will you recognise yourself? You're so influenced by the things that you hear Down with the smoke screen to make everything clear Oh oh oh You gotta learn to live and take it in your stride So blind that I can't decide if you knew that I harboured Beautiful intentions for you So cruel that I never knew truly If you harboured beautiful intentions for me So blind So blind So blind So blind Jaded with exhausting pressure Will I feel like this forever? Faded inconsistent pleasure Wear me down wear me out Jaded with exhausting pressure Will I feel like this forever? Faded inconsistent pleasure Wear me down wear me out So blind that I can't decide if you knew that I harboured Beautiful intentions for you So cruel that I never knew truly If you harboured beautiful intentions for me I wanna know did I disappoint you? It still hurts to mention the words that were spoken now I wanna know, are you contemplating? The beautifully intended yet tainted impression of me So blind that I can't decide if you knew I had Beautiful intentions for you And so cruel that I never knew If you had beautiful intentions for me