Melissa Ferrick: Bad bad girl

Well I felt something Yeah something in the air Like I'm in big trouble Or you're in town Cause my insides Have been magnified Five times my soul is dirty I've been a bad bad girl I want to take it all off And my skin's too tight And my head is full of what you fed me last night You said nothing good Ever comes when I call That I'm headed for failure And I should graciously take my fall Ya I'm the horse I'm kicking I'm the lie I'm thinking I am the drink I'm drinking And this is the love I'm making You have given me Fuel and I'm gunna burn This bridge we built I don't need it anymore Cause I'm a wicked good swimmer Watch me dive So drawn to turmoil So eager to fix If you're lost and hopeless I'm gunna fall in love with it It must come from somewhere Or I'm just out of luck Cause I attract disaster Like I've got a neon sign And it's blinking through my forehead And it reads "take me for a ride" You said nothing good Ever comes when I call That I'm headed for failure And I should graciously take my fall Ya I'm the horse I'm kicking I'm the lie I'm thinking I am the drink I'm drinking And this is the love I'm making You have given me Fuel and I'm gunna burn This bridge we built I don't need it anymore Cause I'm a wicked good swimmer Watch me dive You said nothing good Ever comes when I call That I'm headed for failure And I should graciously take my fall Ya I'm the horse I'm kicking I'm the lie I'm thinking I am the drink I'm drinking And this is the love I'm making This ride has cost me More than a dollar amount This ride has cost me A love that counts This ride has cost me A love that counts But I felt something Yeah something in the air I think I'm in trouble Or you're in town So now what of her The girl in the wings She's been living her life While I've been off making a mess of things Will I ever be able To make all these wrongs right Will she forgive me? Will she forgive me? Will you forgive me? You said nothing good Ever comes when I call That I'm headed for failure And I should graciously take my fall Ya I'm the horse I'm kicking I am the lie I'm thinking I am the drink I'm drinking And I am the love I'm making Cause I feel something Something in the air I think I'm in trouble Or you're in town You're in town You're in town