NF: Leave Me Alone

leave me alone

panic-stricken, handle business, not a joke
manners missin’ , travel different, no control
time to listen , time to zip it, keep it close
my description, highly gifted, take some notes

lack of interest, why’d you visit?
hit the road
I;m kinda twisted, s keep your distance, be a ghost
see I am invinitve, but quit the menace , you ain’t know
well then I am offered
let’s jog your memories
here we go
I went form nobody to kinda famous
hide my plaques inside the closet, I just can’t explain it
my wife, she tells me that she’s proud and thinks that I should hang ‘em
but I just leave ‘em on the ground right next ot my self-hatred
mental health, where’s my mental health?
diagnosed with OOCD, What does that mean?
well, garther ‘round
that means I obsessively obsess on things I think about
het means I might thake a normal thought and think it’s so profound
ruminating, filled ballons are full of doubts
do the same things, If I don’t , I’m overwhelmed
thoughts are pacing, they go’ round and round
ir’ so draggin
let’s move onto something else, fine
I’m in the game, but they don’t ever know it
like I ;m undercover and don’t want to blow it
I come out of nowhere, they don’t even notice
the flow is so cold, you would think it was snowin’
I;m under the weather, but wind isn’t blowin’
I got an umbrella for difficult moments
you got to admit it, I am very devoted
I;m out in the ring, but they don’t always help me, so i

hold up me balloons and cober up my face
I can feel them weighin’ on me every day
I should let ‘em go and watch ‘em float away
but I am scared if I do , then I’ll be more afraid
tell them how I feel, but they don’t want to change
tell them how, I feelm they remain the same
loosen up my gripm they say that’s not okay
quiet /5x
leave me alone

quiet /5x
leave me alone
quiet /5x
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone

I hate when they debate if we’re understand
we’re so overlooked that they’re lookin’ over our numbers, Nathan
we don’t do enough interviews or go out in public lately
we don’t post enough on our socials
to keep the buzz from fading
let it fade, let it fade
once it’s decimated
then you drop a song outta nowhere
and all the fans emprance it
then buzz will Surface again
it’s party of my operation
I don’t need advice from my doubts right now
end of conversation
shut your mouth /2x
better tone it down, close it now
if you make a sound
I;ma change your dial
funny how they be acting loud
comin’ on it now
it’s floating ‘round
men, the kid is wild
pretty wild, true
I;m kinda phony but don’t really show it
I keep it together but have a disorder
I go to my room and I sit in my corner
and talk to myself in a language that’s foreign
I think of a rhyme and I have to record it
but know if I don’t I;’ll wake up in the mornin’
and question my life again, always avoiding
I hate to be different
but hate to be normal, so I

hold up me balloons and cober up my face
I can feel them weighin’ on me every day
I should let ‘em go and watch ‘em float away
but I am scared if I do , then I’ll be more afraid
tell them how I feel, but they don’t want to change
tell them how, I feelm they remain the same
loosen up my gripm they say that’s not okay
quiet /5x
leave me alone

quiet /5x
leave me alone
quiet /5x
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone