Sobel: To ja

I had a dream
And it didn't go away
I had a dream
Till now it was only supposed to be the past

Catch a handful of anger
And laughter
Catch a handful of pain and complaints
Yes, it's me
It's me
Like dust in an empty hand
Everything is falling apart
And I feel your shame
You were supposed to be here
You were supposed to be here

Look how I'm doing so far
This gentleman told me
That it goes away with time
Szymek, .....
It's not worth it
Not this time
But how many times can you repeat the same thing

I'm sick of their looks
I don't know
I'll probably figure it out one day
But lately
Somehow I've been drowning in my thoughts
But we both know: I'll find myself in any shit
I've learned the truth so many times before

Catch a handful of anger
And laughter
Catch a handful of pain and complaints
Yes, it's me
It's me
Like dust in an empty hand
Everything is falling apart
And I feel your shame
You were supposed to be here
You were supposed to be here

I had a dream
And I can hardly breathe
I had a dream
Honestly, I think something inside me has broken again
Maybe you can tell me how to connect it
With the pressure of not looking back

This trap creates unity
is this really understandable?
hey, it's the butterflies that are the point
are you sure you understand?

Catch a handful of anger
And laughter
Catch a handful of pain and complaints
Yes, it's me
It's me
Like dust in an empty hand
Everything is falling apart
And I feel your shame
You were supposed to be here
You were supposed to be here