Sonata Arctica: White pearl, black ocean

I was born and raised by the sea, Shy yet proud,Learned to stay away from the crowdIn my home, my lighthouse...1000 steps down, round and roundNew Years Eve, one night in the towncan change one life into eternity...All I could see, her eyes,we got caught in the moment, all of the nightTaken beyond all lines,in silence leaving 'em all behindShe had found the sails, for the following nightThe town, for her, was getting way too smallShe promised to be mineForever, ...for that one night...Moments, passion, small defeatsConcealed emotions, found in me"You gave life to a brand new me..."Crossing the wintry fields,the first hour of morning lightWarmed by the flame inside,the lasting memory of the ending nightI never had a chance to stop what hit me...What broke my bones and mauled me...After hours of deep, unwilling sleep... in a cold shelterFell back in the dark, and the hours of the day passed...A Nightmare awakes me, blinking light!There's no guide, blind ships in the nightOh blood red moon, eat away the nightDarkness covers my lonely soul,No one to feed the dying light...Good morn', oh dreadful day,I prayed the moon had lit the sea instead of me...For the sails of night,"please tell me everything's alright..."My voice in the room broke the silence,everybody killed me with their eyes...What I was to hear made the people cry,impossible for me to keep the tears inside"All on the board White Pearl have died,Coastal reef have tolled their livesAnd you are the light of the night..."One thing, I remember, before I fell on the ground...Although I never saw the face,A name was inked in his arm...Love can be like poetry of demons, or maybeGod loves complex irony?The family name stated I had seen before...Written on her front door..."Silence in the courthouse!"A presence in the room, we both could feelThe father of her unborn child and meAll on the board White Pearl I have died,Coastal reef have tolled their livesWhile I was the guide light...Back in my tower, run, run, runLight is out, I hope to seeBlack oceans beneath rise and swallow meOne step will take me back inside, another sees my endNo one can love a man who guarded the lightthat died one faithful night, so many lives...Flaming eyes I must confront before I'm truly stated freeDefining innocence is hell, after all that has past...Building new walls inside my eternal night...although they took my heart and dried me upSometimes I still bleed...Show me the wayThe light will show me a way on the grisly reefsToo many dead ends I seeNo soul can save meThe respect I lost, the measure of a man...10.000 steps down, round and roundOne night at the town and I'm hell boundBlack oceans beneath come and swallow meAll on the board White Pearl had died,Coastal reef come toll my lifeBlack oceans beneath come and swallow meMy little tower, seal my fateHelp me pay back, end their hateBlack oceans beneath come and swallow meOne direction, down, down, downPitch black night for my old townBlack oceans beneath shall now swallow me