Suicidal Tendencies: Monopoly Of Sorrow

There's a cold wind in the winter of my mind
A season that lasts through all changes in time
I try to hard sometimes
I wish there was a raincheck on tomorrow
Not ready to deal with what I don't wanna find

Struggling alone, just to hold on
I just wanna know why is it me

In a tear there is a message from the heart
Detached from the goodit's a hope gone astray
I cry so hard sometimes
Too scared to think what what will bring tomorrow
Already much more then I can handle today

I can't breathe, suffocate as I'm buried by hate
And so sadly I learn there's no justice to fate
I just wanna know why is it me
Losing the race with thoughts out of place
I just wanna know why is it me

You ain't got a monopoly on sorrow
You know plenty nas made it my way
You ain't got a monopoly on sorrow
There's plenty that feel just the same

There's a pain so insane that I fight but can't tame
And my mind battles on as my body lies lame

I can't feel the feel but I feel like it hurts
I can't feel the feel but I feel like it hurts
I can't feel the feel but I feel like it hurts
Hurts hurts
And I know that I know I don't know if I know if
It just would stay clear then I'd see and I'd go
I just wanna know why it's me
Ain't got a monopoly on sorrow

You, you, you ain't got no, no you ain't got no,no
You ain't got no, no, you ain't got no, no
There's no monopoly on sorrow
No monopoly on sorrow
No monopoly on sorrow
No monopoly on sorrow no no no

You ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no
You ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no
No monopoly on sorrow
Monopoly on sorrow
Monopoly on sorrow
No no no no no
You ain't got no, no no no
You ain't got no, no no no
You ain't got no, no no no
You ain't got no monopoly on sorrow