Vended: Am I The Only One

Longevity
Nothing short of false starts and legacy
I don’t wanna let you down, confessedly
I just wanna find a way to sensibly, depressingly, find clarity
I have nothing left to lose but integrity
It’s vicious cycle of tendency
Will you ever forgive me regrettably


I don’t wanna lose this
(I don’t wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
(Pleading to you is useless)
You’re not even there
You’re not even here
To see I’m trying
God, I’m trying
I don’t wanna lose this
(I don’t wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You’re not even here
(Pleading to you is useless)
But you’re the only thing I fear

Longevity
Nothing short of shit memories
Left deep in the ebony
Will I ever find clarity
Cause’ the eyes are watching
Your every self-pity
Unpleasant telepathy
They know my every move
But not my identity
That’s not my identity

I don’t wanna lose this
(I don’t wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
(Pleading to you is useless)
You’re not even there
You’re not even here
To see I’m trying
God, I’m trying
I don’t wanna lose this
(I don’t wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You’re not even here
(Pleading to you is useless)
But you’re the only thing I fear

Am I the only one
Am I the only one
Am I the only one
Am I the only one

Who has the guts to say he’s wrong?

I don’t wanna lose this
(I don’t wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
(Pleading to you is useless)
You’re not even there
You’re not even here
To see I’m trying
God, I’m trying
I don’t wanna lose this
(I don’t wanna lose this)
Pleading to you is useless
You’re not even here
(Pleading to you is useless)
But you’re the only thing I fear

I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
I am the only thing I fear
You’re the only thing I