Otep: Suicide trees

I spent my whole lifein love with despairkept my lungs fullwith the breath of theirmute atmosphere... i became what i hate.and thus shall i remainto give birth to a mighty assassinarmed with a weapon of wordsto defy the liesto never compromiseno.today, my name .... is pain.[2]i stoodbeyond the world whispering secret syllablesin the eyeless darkdancing wildlyround and round on the rotting groundsurrounded by the dead dusts of Hell ...this is how i delete myself& this is how i corrupt everyone elseobeyobey betraybetrayyou are not unique.you do not need to think.take it, take it!i will, i will ... i will.you succumb, so nicely.[like an insect staring back, like a dying dove]my love ..... [no] ..... my love.[song]so here we are againthe sheets are stained & bloodiedthe animals scratch at my skinhere we are againmy face is scraped & bloodiedi've nothing left to give- i wasn't there,- i'm not involved,- i'm innocent,- it's not my fault.- i wasn't there,- i'm not involved,- i'm innocent,- it's not my fault... here in the suicide trees... here in the suicide trees.[[no. bloody, bloody, bloody, MURDER!]]AMONG THE EXCREMENT OF MY SINS!!it's not happening, it can't be happening, it's not happening.so here we are againin secret ceremonieschanging shape, amen.here we are againpretending not to noticethe illness sneaking in.- i wasn't there,- i'm not involved,- i'm innocent,- it's not my fault.- i wasn't there,- i'm not involved,- i'm innocent,- it's not my fault... here in the suicide trees... here in the suicide trees.toil & laborhate your neighborfaith in favorobey!toil & laborhate your neighborfaith in favorobey!OBEY.OBEY.HERE, I DO AS I PLEASE!HERE IN THE SUICIDE TREES!HERE, I DO AS I PLEASE!HERE IN THE SUICIDE TREES!!OBEY!!HATE YOUR NEIGHBORS!HATE YOUR NEIGHBORS!![the animals scratch at my skin]it's not happening, it's not happening.