Marianas Trench: All To Myself

I don't patronize
I realize I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I am wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don't wanna be the bad guy
I been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time and time's killing you
every way that I do
Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
I'm under the gun, feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
It's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe without getting this stuck
Can't focus it but I try it over and over again
Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like...
Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I can't stay with someone else
I'll try to suck it up
I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself
Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else