3rd Strike - Paranoid

Finished with my woman cause she couldn't help me with my mind people think i'm insane because i'm frowning all the time all day long i think of things but nothing seems to satisfy thinking i'll lose my mind if i dont find something to pacify can you help me? are you for my brain? oh yeah i need someone to show me the things in life that i cant find i cant see the things that make true happiness i must be blind paranoid the walls are closing in i cant breathe cant sleep afraid to live another day too late to bow my head and prey hate flowing through my veins i cant change re-arrange just a victim a casualty war waged on humanity lost my way in the darkness of the daylight cant run cant hide no love no ifght brought to my knees by this fate i cant avoid scared of my own shadow its a battle living paranoid make a joke and i will sigh and you will laugh and i will cry happiness i can not feel so love to me is so unreal and so as you hear these words telling you now of my state i tell you to enjoy life i wish i could but its too late