98 Mute - Slander

Maybe I shouldnt have said it Of course I was too quick to judge Words swiftly spoken may be unrefined I didnt know optimism was a crime Hey I have got enough problems Dont need extra baggage from you Pointless games and taxing headtrips Unfortunate side effects of your friendship I may have slipped wont happen again my legs are beneath me now For the last time cut down from behind I will be ready next time Its no big deal Ive gotten used to being let down I just didnt think that I would ever be let down by you Your antics are always expected Passed off as being your nature Get away with murder cause youre just being you A modern day version of Shakespeares licensed fool Not to say that Im not guilty Emotions get the best of me Quick to fight a nasty habit Cant keep my cool if I never had it I had so much faith in you til I saw your true colors bleeding through Youre a joke that I dont get with a punchline Im trying hard to forget I dont want to carry the burden Of holding this grudge any longer What to do, do I made amends? Or discard this joker from my deck of friends? Slander you said it I heard it But you know I never deserved it So locked to you the world in my head I know I should have never let you in