A Fire Inside - A single second

Oh my god My god this can't be happening God tell me, tell me this isn't real I can't believe all that I have forseen is finally happening I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel I always knew, I always saw it coming Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear I've never felt the nausea of wanting to feel nothing I've never wanted to cease to exist Just disappear Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so dead Once felt so warm Now I'm fucking freezing I am the once embraced, abandoned one I lifted my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so dead I feel so lost Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so dead Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)Never have I felt so