Avail - Try Not to Think

sometimes when i wake up
i start to think
this can't be true
and i'm not together
so i block out all the days
that don't matter
and i raise my head
forget about what i did
and try not to think too hard
sometimes i get so happy
i hear things in my head
that were never said
i just sit alone for a while
and start talking to myself, i think
it's getting a little out of hand
try not to think too hard
i hang on the words
thinking how i blew it
with nothing left to lose
sometimes when i think about it
it just doesn't seem fair
still i stay prepared
and i work my way around it
i look deep into myself and think
this is getting a little out of hand
try not to think too hard
i hand on the words
thinking i blew it
with nothing left to lose
i play my part
it's not so hard
i just stay out of view