Avail - Tuesday

been looking from outside
i've been watching
but i don't know what to say
changed the old backdrop
same face
but not who it used to be
trying to get our not out getting
thinking, you're everything you said
you wouldn't be
time out, i see right through
you're running around again
i'm around
and still confused in an instant
can't quite relate
and i don't know what to say
all of the bonds i see
that i'm not part of
it's not how it used to be
you're running around again
i'm around
and i've been cracking on the inside
it gets worse each day
and i don't know what to say
keeping my distance
but still i see
it's not how it used to be
bushing the time in a daze
wondering how it got this way
time out, i've gotta ask it
am i on my own?
truth
numbed by feelings
truth