Behind The Scenery - Lost Love

I'm sitting here alone
Remembrance is my wife instead of you
Remembrance is the mirror of my soul
I'm suffering here in the dark

Solitude leads me to insanity
Anguish is a long forgotten friend of mine

Lost love is a reason to cry for
And there is nothing
Nothing what allays the pain
Inside of my heart
The stabbing pain covers my lonely soul

I remember all the days we had
And nothing still remains of you
You have become a memory
And a memory is nothing to live for
Time doesn't heal my wounds
My future - equal to a broken dream

It is time to realize the bitter truth
It is time to realize the blame is on me
I see my future as a deep black hole
I see a black candle burning for me

I stand in front of an abyss
And watch my life go by
My time has come
To realize the sad and bitter truth

I drown in a sea of sorrow
Feel the fear about tomorrow

Now I lost my love and my soul
Is obsessed by dreams
And there is nothing
What allays the pain
Is there really no deliverance for me

Or should I suffer for my sins eternally?