Blind Melon - So What If You Did?

Ever have the feelin',
of maybe blowin' your face upon the ceilin'?
Have you ever stopped to wonder what your life might feel like
down, down, down, down, way under?
Have you ever felt the need
to slash someone's throat and sit there and watch it bleed? yeah
And what keeps you from poppin' too many pills?
Don't tell me it's all those unpaid bills.
Oh, but so what if you did?
so what if you did?
so what if you did?
so what if you did?

And I just got through one of those nights
where I wanted to turn off the forever lights and maybe
snap my neck and release some constipation
or a razor through my wrist without the slightest hesitation

oh, bring it back to me
oh please, please, bring it back to me
oh please, please, bring it back to me
and I swear, I swear, I swear what if you did?
Oh, I'd swear it if you did
I'd swear on it if you did
so what if you did?

what if you did?
what if you did?
I wouldn't care if you did
but who thought you would?