Blue October - Hidden Track

I lost a piece of me in you
I think I left it in your arms
I forget the reasons I got scared
But remember that I cared quite a lot
You see but lately I've been on my own
Yeah one, but one by choice
You see that's a first for me
This only me, yeah there's only me
And I realize for once it's just me
It's just me
It's just me and I'll find a way to make it
There's no one left to stop me, here I go
Can we take it from the top
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Don't try to take this from me
I've already spent living half my life undone
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Don't try to take this from me
I've already spent my life living half undone
I've been talking to my aunts and uncles,
Mom and dad again
I've been finding out that I have
What this world has called friends
I've tried to push them all away
They pushed me back and want to stay
And that's one good thing I have
I'm gonna feel a peace in me
I'm gonna feel at home
I'm gonna make this cloud above me
Disappear, be gone
I want to feel a punch inside my heartbeat on the floor
I don't want to hurt no more
Yeah it's just me
It's just me and I'll find a way to make it
There's no one left to stop me, here I go
Can we take it from the top
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Don't try to take her from me
I've already spent my life living half undone
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Don't try to take her from me
I've already spent my life living half undone
I used to be the one who won before
I used to smile but don't no more
Living just to watch it all go by