Fireside - Al Tonno Q

I forced myself to go alone
Because the clues had told me
my mind aint what it was before
I feel its passing thru me

I threw my head onto the floor
I felt so small

Hanging around like seats in a bus
Just being there waiting for it to turn
Normality for me is what show to watch
Theres so many things that I will never learn

I can try,
and I can lie
But I cant change my feelings