Frameless - Out of control

Im deep down on the ground Lying here alone in my misery No one is around blunt thoughts Inside of my head make me feel sick Facing a world of confusion What would all those life-teachers say? All hope has abandoned me The night is absorbing me Those frozen veins embrace my heart Ive lost my way I am out of control! In the shallowness of youth I took everything for granted But life told stories that made me grave As faceless as a ghost Im running Around with no ones attention And in my dreams I still hope for better days Those frozen veins embrace my heart Ive lost my way I am out of control! This means I hope youll find me Here in this place where I am lost! Eyes opened wide Everything inside that youve always denied Im not the mirror of yourself Every path I chose in my heart I refused Cause I just did it all for you All the goals I had not achieved I regret What am I supposed to be? Do you really want me to be like this? Im just waiting to be free And Im dreaming and Im dreaming of a life where I could be so different When I needed you most You just always awoke a feeling of control Take a look and see it is really me Who writes this song to get free Eyes opend wide there is a sign That leads me from nowhere into that life Chor: His eyes are opened wide with so much hope Inside he leaves his past behind And leads a another life