Gemma Hayes - Happy sad

My dirty joy, my laden back My will to live is under attack I have the days when it comes easy My blue eyed boy got show and tell I need your laugh to make me well No light is coming through my window Gotta meet you face to face Convince you that i'm not so strange Just happy sad I'm broken down But i'm upbeat when you come around I'm happy sad it and it comes easy to me I'm never one or the other You have knocked me off my track One lap to go and now i'm last You know i used to be so eager Get up, get up, get out of bed The brightest day that ever led You know you make me want to try harder Gotta meet you face to face Convince you that i'm not so strange Just happy sad I'm broken down But i'm upbeat when come around I'm happy sad it and it comes easy to me I'm never one or the other My friends are few, but that's o.k Cos when youre around it all just fades away My sadder boy I'm happy sad I'm broken down But i'm upbeat when you come around I'm happy sad And it comes easy to me Im never one or the other The roads don't love you,They still don't pretend to The roads don't love you They still don't pretend to The roads don't love you They still don't pretend to The roads don't love you The roads don't love you They still don't pretend to The roads don't love you