Giles - Prayers

it starts whit tierdness n bullshit um depressed and stressed watch out 'cause u mother f**ker
will get knocked out
um in my bed sick and tierd my head hurts my chest is pumping whit blood my heart is stumping my laungs are finish i can die anymin just take a nother breath hoping it doesnt stop here..
evry-time i think about my life i think big bunch of kyfe
holding this gun to my temple droping tears wishing i whould hear my beautiful gurl again
shes gone for 4 days its like im going the wrong way's my head dont think right evrything i see
its not heaven and dreams its murder and seens...

i wish it whould be heaven and dreams n not murder and seens
n i want my head seeing evry sight my lungs tight i dont wanna leave this world
'cause i know im in love whit this gurl right..?

shes alwas saying dont say that or this but this is how i feel inside um losing my pride
u gotta help me up 'cause um falling down whit depression and stress
this is not my best pride i just wanna leave my tears inside and live this wounder full life
u problebly hear this evryday but im scared of lossing u..
is kiss is a kiss intil i find ur love a hug its just a hug til im the one u dreaming of u
a dream is a dream til is commes true but i know right now the love iv got for u
is proven to be true..

i got this from a poem but i change alot 'cause i want it to be true and fine how the ur mine.

the way u shine that makes evry thing fine..but i think its the rhyme that
puts this gun to my head 1000 emotion's going true my mind that wasnt even said.. sick and tierd of this f**king rhyme but i think its time that i should let this go n show how i much u love u (BOOM) its a new crime cops found out its a suicide thinking why whould i f**king die
in my bed guts n full of blood of my brain there all going insaine saying i was brain washed bye the rap music but looking at my hand whit this paper its a song heaven and dreams..... at the end it sais i love you danika sorry for leaving u like this but dont worry um whit u evry single moment**.. of ur life plz dont take it hard 'cause i did it for the best us..

i ask my self to god why i pulld the triger for this gurl s0o0 i held my head up hight and look at my life and pulld the triger
n made me cry
as i rest in peace in my coffin i think about my life and think about all the memories i had and think about what i did wrong
but the darkness makes me blank whit 10 feet down sank.
soo hush my baby gurl dont u cry evrything will be alright close ur eyes and drift whit my memories hight
and make me rest in peace a sleep... babe hold my shirt tight evry-day i will give u life
as i drift off to ur world n make me rest in peace a sleep very deep....
notings to hind and notings to see in this coffin whit no life and no pride as i rest in peace deep..
i had a good life til i lost my gide tell evry-body i said good-bye as i pray n say hi for heaven til the day i die.
Looking at my dead body on my bed whit guts and blood brains all over the walls as the c.s.i my body
they expect no return..as they look at my body n the sky see the thunder of a cross of my face as they feel the pain of that sad of they loss.

i wish it whould be heaven and dreams n not murder and seens
n i want my head seeing evry sight my lungs tight i dont wanna leave this world
'cause i know im in love whit this gurl right..? right...<3.<3.<3