Grave Flowers - Different moods

In the fields of loneliness Im standing lost again I wish I could tell you how I feel inside Life isnt a dream thats going on forever when Im dead and gone I hope Im feeling better I cant describe my emotions cant put them into words I do not often cry I want love but I just hide Life isnt a dream thats going on forever when Im dead and gone I hope Im feeling better I have felt the bitterness I have felt the joy Ive been in different moods all my life No state seems to please me I wonder who I am My flame for life is fading save me if you can In the death valley lonley Im standing lost and cold My flame is burned out Im no longer alive Life isnt a dream thats going on forever when Im dead and gone I hope Im feeling better