Hogwash - 5 Poles field

Red grass is growing up all around me And above there is a black sky without weight my life is flat, it is an arduous stair 5 poles my world, my perception I want more, I want a new eye, - A fresh dope which can inebriate me Nothing more thoughts, only burning Dejection leaves me, nothing more to see A smalll opening of sleep pulverizes me pulverizes me... I want more, I want a new eye, A fresh dope which can inebriate me, Thousand colors to go through; But nobody explains me waht to do, nobody helps me, or looks around me. A billion of speaking worms, all around me upon me a ceiling of sorrow. Nobody helps me, or looks around for me. Satisfy myself is a deadly trap