New sodmy: Actor

dare de mo hajime wa nanika o enjiteru
donna toki mo zutto egao no mama de ireru
anata no mae nara
In the beginning, everyone is performing something.
They can always have a smile on their face
while they're in front of you.
futari ga deatta kisetsu o kazatteta
yuki no you na sunao na kimochi ni natte
yatto anata to mukiaeta
We were acting when first we met.
It became feelings that were natural like snow,
and finally we could face each other.
nigete ikite mo nani mo kawaranai
Even if you live by running away, nothing will change.
hontou wa wasurerarenai to omoikonde ite
koukai suru to kimetsuketeru dake de
susumenaide ita yo
shibarareta toki no naka de...
The truth is, we assumed that we could not forget.
When we felt regret, we were only making a decision,
unable to make any progress,
in the time that bound us...
dou shite ima made aezu ni ita no darou?
mune wa itsumo anata o motometsuzuketeta
dokoka masshiro na mama de
Why haven't I been able to meet you yet?
My heart was always wanting you,
somewhere, while it was pure white.
haru ga futari o koko (kanji=butai) e suiyoseta
Spring pulls the two of us together here (onto the stage).
hontou wa sugu ni mo aitai no ni tsuyogatteta
dareka taisetsu na hito ga iru to omoi
sorezore ga mi o hiite
harisakeru mune o osae...
The truth is, although I want to meet you soon, it was all a show.
I think there is someone who's dear.
Each one pulls at my body,
as I hold my shredded heart back.
sonna no jibun ja nai to zutto omotte ita
dare mo inai kara tsuyoi yaku mo enjiteta dake no koto
I always thought that I wasn't that kind of person.
Because there isn't anyone else, I just had to play a strong role too.
anata ga iru kara boku wa boku no mama de ireru
anata no mae de wa waratte ireru
koko dake ga jibun o
dashite yukeru shiroi butai...
Because you're there, I can be myself.
I can laugh in front of you.
This is the only place
where I can show myself, on the white stage...