Obsidian Voice - Darkest dreams

Sliding through my days without the glance of joy illusions in my mind what was I thinking? Solitude awakes "join me my sweetest friend" I do not fear nor desire "haven't we met before?" Silver smile why did you fade where is the joy my slumber made My silver smile my silver smile a cobweb in the wind Anticipating nothing no wish no hope no dream I cross my purple childhood why are my eyes closed? I face the gods' assumption beneath their feet there's dirt beneath my feet there's silver the silver of my smile What's woven in darkness and during the day is coloured and delightful wasn't I smiling?