P. Diddy: Making it hard

I want her to feel it in her chest I want her to feel it in her soul I want her to lose control Mary, talk to 'em [Mary] I Yeah I You takin' a part of me That I cannot set free See me lettin' go No this ain't the time I got too much livin' to do And I can't lose it over you So give me the flow I'll get my swagger goin' I'll say this is the year for me You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you [Diddy] Damm you been up and down the whole wayI know I make it hard to love me But trust me I could take you to places that you ain't never been Put you in purple labels and in vera wangGet your name engraved on a wedding ring on everythingI'ma love you better More than I ever did Cause baby girl listen since you been here with me can't even lie I see the rider in ya ambition Providin' me with the fire when you wet and drippin' Mommy if you see it different Go 'head and get it and I ain't sayin' if you leave me it'd be better but me and you together honey we could do whatever let's do it I made it hard I admit it it's true I need to hear somethin' I'm listenin' boo [Mary J blige] So make sure I'm heard and things improve I'm prepared to take it there for you Your lovin' keeps me lovin' Saying no purpose constant chest painIt's amazin' but it ain't enough Friends keep askin' I'm staying aroundFor whatWho sheds this many tearsRemind of where am I as to what it isOh oh oh[Diddy] I know I'm hard to love Let's rock [Mary] You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you [Diddy] Lemme talk to you one more time girl You always sayin' that I don't want you to hurt You always complainin' but I was makin' it worse Besides all the games that I's kickin' at first It's time to explain My mind's been in reverse But now I think back when nobody cared And you was there just to roll by your man And came back Even know what I did I realize and I'm aware I know what it is Put that on everything Girl you my everything I don't know where I'd breathe cause you the air I be If lovin' is wrong who could be right I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life You're more to me than the world I pray The more nights for your heart to acheRight in the middle of the dawn of day I think of all the pain I caused and throw it away and say I need you in my life can you feel it in your soul [Mary] You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you [Diddy] I know it's hard to love me that don't mean I don't love you Hey rich I love the way you got Harlem singin' Mary take us home [Mary] You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you You makin it so damn hard for me to love you [Diddy] She the queen of hip-hop soul [Mary] Yeah you are