REDZED: Overthinking Everything

Something grows and then it falls
Grew so high, I'm touching walls
Now the only way is down
Self-esteem is touching ground
I can smell the rot, decay
Feel so empty, so I pray
Thoughts are standing in my way
Thoughts are standing in my way

I'm overthinking everything
They don't believe me anything
I'm always one they gotta blame
They just want me to feel ashamed
I'm overthinking everything
They don't believe me anything
I'm always one they gotta blame
They just want me to feel ashamed

I'm so sorry, oh my God
I said this and I did that
Yeah, just tell me what to do
I'm so lost and needing you
Just to tell me how to act
I've been numb, yeah, It's a fact
This will help me make it through
I've been bad, I've been a fool

I'm overthinking everything
They don't believe me anything
I'm always one they gotta blame
They just want me to feel ashamed
I'm overthinking everything
They don't believe me anything
I'm always one they gotta blame
They just want me to feel ashamed

Everything that I see, I just take it in
Got it all running free, going through my head
I don't know if it all ever goes away
Will I rise? Will I fall? Will it be okay?
Alright, gotta find where the days go
Got no time, in a bind, gotta lay low
Drop of a dime, get in line, 'cause I say so
Hear them motherfuckers when they talk; what do they know?
All the time when I think, I am filled with doubt
Tell me please, how do we get it figured out?

Close my eyes as I fly out into the sun
Where I lay, where I stay, where I feel as one
I know that I just wanna feel the love
Get a clue, what I do, isn't that enough?
I know how to show where the rage is
Got more fight as I write on my pages
Never give a fuck when I'm mad and I hate it
Gotta stay true, start new, I'ma change it
I don't know if it all ever goes away
Will we rise? Will we fall? Will it be okay?

I'm overthinking everything
They don't believe me anything
I'm always one they gotta blame
They just want me to feel ashamed
I'm overthinking everything
They don't believe me anything
I'm always one they gotta blame
They just want me to feel ashamed