Cursive - Excerpts from random notes

Why i should leave...nowhy i'm leaving you...for himwell let's see here...well, let's seewhere should i...begin?Everynight you get annihilated with all your friendsand everynight i drink aloneuntil you stumble in the morning sunit's a fuck and runi know see it all i see it in the eyes of those girlsthose fucking girls they smile and nodbut never a single wordi'm just in the wayi'm the ball and chainyou're the jailbird chirping howhard life is in the cageand how hard it is waking up next to me...You really really think that guy is gonna make it alrightsince you told me you could never be in love with another manoh but this one is itbut i remember when we met we knew that it was the endyeah i remember i remember i rememberall those thingsnot everythingsummer haircutsdollar movies We used to sneak a six-pack in your bagand wait for a girl to scream or a car to crashso we could crack open our cansand the time you shaved my head in the front yarda passerby stopped to take a picturewe ended up in the paperand now you wanna leavewell maybe i forgot a couple thingsit doesn't mean i don't remember how it feelswhen you're lying naked next to me Valentinei want to feel your hips pressed up against minewe'll push into eachotherlove's aliveit might be fleeting but it's ours, it's tonightso won't you reconsiderlove's lost livesyou might be lonely,but i'm still by your sideyou might have to leavebut not tonight