Diffuser - New High

My life is fading
sick and tired of waisting time
and my back is breaking
underneath all these lies
this feels like second best
I'm trapped in false content
my cup is half empty and dripping with envy
right now I'm feeling like no ones gonna help me but myself
(chorus)
I'm looking for a new high, new high
I don't wanna get left behind
I'm looking for a new high, new high
trying just to get the feeling right

No motivation
elevation is hard to find
I'm not impatient
but everyday is a common grind
my head is spinning round
I need to straighten out
my cup is half empty
but that don't upset me
right now I'm feeling that know ones gonna help me but myself

(chorus)

Too much of the same routine has held me up
(too much of the same routine has held me up)
but I'm willin to leave the past with the past
(I'm willin to leave it all behind)
I have to believe I finally had enough
(I need to feel I've had enough)
The first step is the hardest one to make
(chorus)

(repeat 3x)
I'm looking for a new high, new high

Trying just to get the feeling right
To get me through the night