VAST - Here

Where do I put the shame? It feels like a broken toy I can't play with anymore Where do I put the hate? To a pixilated screen I can't watch anymore All I know is that I'm here Drifting somewhere in the vast Somewhere in eternity And I never want to leave Where do I put the books There's so many I could read But they all are filled with lies Where do I put the lies There's so many I could say But it seems they're in the books I have faith that you're out there Living high up in the vast Somewhere in eternity And you're never going to leave Have I been telling lies to myself? Hold me now you know I am so afraid to be at all Have I been telling lies to myself? Hold me now you know I am so afraid to love at all Where do I put the love? Where do I put the love?