100 Demons - How can I forget

i guess it's been a year or two or threei let myself forget who i'm supposed to belived for myself no matter what was said or donedidn't give a fuck if i offended everyoneanother day still living in the gutteri never doubt i'm better than the othersmy actions prove me wrong every fucking dayjust watch me contradict every word i sayi can't kick these drugs they're still kicking meif i could leave it behind who the fuck would i bedefined myself for years by the rules i brokeanother drink and i'll forgetif i can't remember how can i regretanother pill and i'll forgetif i can't remember how can i regretanother bundle and i'll forgetif i can't remember how can i regret