100 Demons - Time bomb

Don't even tell me because I already know.This fucking beast inside always ready to make a show.Never can I leave it behind, a definite part of me.It has controlled my life, it is destroying me.I don't need the drugs, because the rage, it gets me high.I didn't say I won't do them though, that would be a lie.Crashing inside my head the red it clouds my eyes.I always ruin what I value the most.Existing in hell, this is all that I know.Where the comfort lies YOU MADE ME!!!You can't help me.God help you.You can't help me.God help!