A Life Once Lost - Needleman

What happens here stays here, right?
this is nothing but a miserable lesson learned
what we share together will not end up falling out of someone else's lips
I must fight with shadows in my own defense and worst of all,
their names I do not know
tell me do I disgust you?
I fit their image so perfectly and it is making them sick
is this disgust?
is it disgust or amusement?
that catches your attention; that draws you near
is it disgust or amusement?
disgust or amusement, which is it?